Scared of My Own Greatness
Hey you!!! It’s been a while since I’ve written anything g but I’m back. Today I want to talk about being scared of your own greatness. I have not blogged since November. And the is part laziness and part scared. There are times I would think of stuff to write about and I would just be too lazy to type it into my phone. Or if I’m not near my phone and I think of ideas OK I’ll wait till I get my phone and then I forget about it. But I’m going to do better because my blog is launching in April. I’m having a super fabulous blog launch party that I’m so excited about and that’s taking up most of my time and energy. However I’m also afraid of what can push me forward. In my mind I think of failure. Will anyone give a fu@% about what I’m talking about? Will they think I’m as dope as I think I am. Most think I’m overly confident. In reality, I’m not. I have passed up on what would could have been great experiences out of fear of not succeeding. Sometimes I’m my own worst enemy. I had an idea for a blog for few years. And I just said stop the bs and get to work! So I intend to get my shit together. Let people get to know who this random but very real Miss A is. And give them a good chuckle Or cry. Thank you to my Auntie Naa Anakor who kept asking me when I’m putting up a new blog entry. I may have rolled my eyes once…. or twice! But it’s only because I know shes right. I need to be more consistent. Especially since I’m spending all this money on my party, I need to make it worth while. I want people to promote my blog website and look forward to my entries. I want them to tell others how much fun they had at my party and what a dope person I am. I’m going to get my shit together. And put a new entry once a week. That is my goal! So you will be hearing from me a lot more often!
Sometimes we just need to do it. If you’re sitting there watching TV in something comes to mind just get up and do it.